My latest peak of stupidity
So I hung out with a dude (went on a date with a dude?) this weekend and it was actually, like, good.
I’m only mentioning this because I’m facing the reality that I don’t actually know what I’m supposed to do if I want to see him again? Send stupid text messages? I don’t really enjoy doing that. Be blunt about wanting to hang out with him again? Okay, I guess I could do that, but…
We did figure out that I’m busy on Mondays and Wednesdays, he’s busy on Tuesdays and Thursdays, he has plans on Friday, and I am flying to Nebraska on Saturday. Which doesn’t really leave any options open.
But really, I have no idea what one is supposed to do. I’m also feeling self-conscious at his references to exes, when I haven’t had someone I would call an ‘ex’ since 2007.
Dating is fucking stupid.
I expect this will silently go away.
I’ll join another goddamn orchestra or something (currently playing with 3.)
